Push | Dec.16.2013
Every now and then, I lose my way, my wants & my needsJust sit there and patiently wait to sow my once planted seeds
Action-oriented, success driven .. I’ve never been so addicted
That voice in the back of my head keeping one restricted
Pushing you to be better, to do better & astonishingly you eventually do
You’re a pusher, you push yourself beyond your own limitations
So far away, never thought it was possible
On the surface.. No, you never break, not even a crack
You do what it takes & compensate what you lack
"You’re just a workaholic" no one can see behind your disguise
Rise to the occasion, do your best; hide behind your lies
but in your head, your best is never good enough
Your best, is just a step on the ladder
You’ll never be as good as you could be if you tried little bit harder
and that's when the battle starts, between you and yourself
Conflicting enemies, each with its own agenda, fighting over your destiny
Peaks of flaming hatred, peaks of devoted achievement distort your entity
Try a little bit harder, it’s not as good...
or Stop, let it go, you’ve done what you could
Leaving you stuck in the middle, taking zero sides
as both consume the eternal ever- flaring flame - your soul
It’s always black or white, never gray
It’s right or wrong, it’s never just okay
I don’t want ignorance, but I want bliss..
I want complete utter dismiss
I want to see in unicolor and I wanna see shades
as the lingering judgement into the darkness fades
-- Lana B. Khoury --
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